Tuesday, November 22, 2005

hello all!
ive changed my blog.

so i wont be using this address anymore.
do relink! :)

>>> EPILOGUE

at 8:25:00 PM 

im dying to read something from a mag.
but there's nth for me to read!! T.T
ahh. cant wait for friday to arrive!


anyway.
on the other hand.
im being a really selfish idiotic pig.
i hate people getting same things as me.
this is not trying to pinpoint anyone AGAIN.
yea. i just find it disgusting and gross.
and thats just what I think..



i need a change.
in everything.
a new blog.
a change in location.
a new studying way.
a change in ministry.



sometimes, i do hope that i dont have friends. but on the other hand, i want friends.. ok. this is ironic.

at 11:49:00 AM 

to DEBORAH
(presch friend)

haha. JIN isnt someone i admire...
ok. i do admire him for the voice he had.
but he's someone i like! :) :) haha.

liking & admiring is two different things yo.
haha. *blushes*
tsubalove!! :D

at 10:22:00 AM 

Monday, November 21, 2005

to say who's the person i admire most in this world. for now, its definately kamenashi kazuya.
this is not another fanatic entry again.
its not another YOUR JAP STARS AGAIN~ entry.
ok. yea. he is a a japanese star.
but my reasons for admiring him is not because he is cute or shuai or just things like that. WELL. on the other hand, HE IS realy CUTE AND SHUAI. haha.

he represented his country in this youth baseball competition before. and its a worldwide competition. he's really that good in his baseball. he works very hard since he was young. generally, i think he has a really sporty character, just that its not really very obvious.. (he can play table tennis, volleyball etc. and its not just playing. he can play it well.)

he wasnt really blessed with VERY good looks initially. he came a really long way.. he really did. he puts in alot of effort in whatever he does. i dont know how i should say this.. but the admiration i have for kame had always been there since the first time i read about him. he's a good guy.

if i can, i want to be someone like him too. he's the first person i came across which put such a feeling in me..

at 2:46:00 PM 

haha. ima, genki ipppppai!!
ah. i cant sleep.
im so excited abt tmr.
not because of work, of course. anyway, its been postpone to thurs. so ive got 3 more days of freedom. :)

went to my cousin's house the other day, and ramaged through her photo albums. i was SO HORRIBLY DISGUSTED by how i look like in the past! OMG! is that even me?! OMG!
haha. ok. but my brother was really cute!


HE IS SO FAT LAST TIME! ok not in the first picture. as in when he was a baby. *pokes vigorously at the second picture at high speed* i remember im always grabbing his thighs. IT WAS SO THICK! it feels like im holding pig's trotters.. *starts to pretend to be squeezing something in the air*

should i show you all how ugly i look like.. :haha. ok. secret. shh. click
THAT WAS FOUR YEARS AGO!!
and that was when that brother of mine was ONE head shorter than i am. NOW, ive got to lift my head and look and him! *growls* and he's P6 this year. ok. sec one next year. haha.

then, my mum is always saying im not her child.
because..
1. she likes rambutan, and i hate it. (???!! she's very funny.)
2. she came into my room one day, looks around, saw this 5R studio picture on the shelf, stares at me, stares at the picture, frowns and said, "you are not my daughter."
obviously, i asked why.
mum: HOW CAN MY DAUGHTER BE SO OLD ALREADY?! *points at picture* MY DAUGHTER IS STILL SO SMALL OKAY....... (a cant accept the fact that she's older by another 10 years mum) LOL.......

the studio picture. taken on 3 feb 1992.

*gasp* 1992!!??!?! that was like almost 14 years ago!!!

at 1:13:00 AM 

Sunday, November 20, 2005

after 3 and a half hrs of cleaning and dusting, i feel a really bad ache in my back.... GRRR!
i kept all my books and files and worksheets from sec 1 until now!
THAT IS ALOT!!!!!!
and after i clear my stuff, there are NINE WHOLE EMPTY SHELVES!! there's 12 in total. and only 3 belongs to my sister?!

ahh. im so happy.
anyway.
out of the blue, my uncle came and pay my family a visit last night. we discussed abt where i shld go after my Os. haha.
and he offered me a job at his office!
OMG! just what i wanted... but there's only space for one.. :( sorry soph..

at 8:36:00 PM 

Saturday, November 19, 2005

this is not a crash course, or a lecture or anything abt human manners. and im not trying to say ive got alot of manners myself. people do misbehave at times.

basically.
i felt that a person's basic manners are very important. i dont really quite like people who dont mind their manners.

when someone helped you with something, the basic thing to do is to say a simple thanks.

say it when people had agreed to help you, and after they helped you.

i felt that thanksgiving is very important.
dont always think that people know that you're thankful. actually, they dont if you dont show it. and dont make it seem like they're obligated to help you. you're not king or queen. be grateful that someone actually did you a good deed.
SAY THANKS.

ok. sorry. this is what i feel abt this..
im not trying to pin point anyone, this is just what i feel.
im not angry, im upset.. on the other hand, im not trying to ask for appreciation.. im still most willing to help others. do feel free to approach me! :)

at 9:52:00 PM 

guess who are they!?!
:) :) :)

highlight below to get the answer.
first picture is YAMADA!!!
second picture is MORIMOTO

haha. yamada changed alot ne.
his hair and stuff.. :D but still as cute as ever.
i prefer the yamada now though! :D

btw, the picture is from last year august.
:D haha. no wonder when i saw this, the first thought was, "hey, that guy is cute!" haha. LOL.



btw, sophia, if you're reading this now,
just wanna tell you.
MIRAI KOKAI IS UP!! :D
on abaka. :) go get it.

at 9:05:00 PM 

ahh.
damn. my stomach is in pain.
AGAIN!
my whole body is trembling.
and my hair's standing.
*recalls the swenson's baked rice i ate yesterday.* ok. i better stop eating that. the other time i ate that, the same thing happen to me too..
and i should just accept the fact that i cant eat those melted cheese stuff!! T.T



listening: Mirai Kokai
im gonna rip it off when i go my cousin's house. just wait ok, sophia? :D

at 11:31:00 AM 

haha.
i felt that i was a rather wet blanket today. because i wasnt very happy about 'o' levels ending.. im sorry ppl.
so... OK. I SHOULD GET EXCITED NOW!!!!!! LOL!!!!!!!!


"O" LEVELS

ENDS TODAY!!!

YESTERDAY!!


*runs around and bangs the wall.*

YAY! now i can do translations as long as i want. and finish watching summer snow. and watch all the concerts and doramas i have all over again! HOORAY!!! :D

at 1:19:00 AM 

Thursday, November 17, 2005

ahh.
wat happen to jin.
recently, he seemed so lethargic.
even when doing the "NIPPON CHA CHA CHA", he looks like he's gonna die anytime. when kattun said "KATTUN desu!" together, he seem to be only mouthing the words. and most of the time, he seemed to be in a daze..
is he really very upset about the breakup?
then in that case, JIN! GO FIND UEHARA!!!
T.T
i want jin's genki self to be back again...

at 1:05:00 PM 

MY MOUSE DIED ON ME!
the computer mouse i meant.
T.T
IT DROWNED!!
im not kidding!
it really did.
being very self-sacrificial, it tried to protect the laptop from getting drenched by the HEAVY RAIN which come pouring into my house this morning! it wasnt any help actually. but thanks mouse.

AND that dumb dumb muggle i have in that room, was sleeping like a dead log!! she wasnt moving at all!! i didnt even know if she's there in the first place!!
and i woke up in a shock and hurry close the window.
but its too late. . . .
the mouse died..

and just now, when i on the com, i got electricuted!!
ITS PAINFUL DAYO~!!!
and just a second ago, i wanted to put my palm on the mouse to click publish, just to find my palm grabbing the air. *so embarrassing* - ah. so inconvenient.. :(

moral of the story: close your windows on rainy days.. :(

at 11:53:00 AM 

Wednesday, November 16, 2005

hey! i dont like FLAME!! haha.
i just like that song. LOL.

shld i get kinki kids H album?
should i should i?

...
*checks wallet*
eventhough i like koichi alot.and tsuyoshi and kinki kids too.
maybe i shld give it a miss.. T.T

at 7:09:00 PM 

Tuesday, November 15, 2005

die die die.
oh no. how?
i think FLAME is cool.
ok. actually not very cool la, their dance is so so only. LOL. haha. but i thought that the song "Bye My Love" isnt bad at all. and i liked it immediately after seeing it on tv..


and i feel like getting THIS^ single... T.T
anyways. with that tiny little info i have abt FLAME, they consist of 4 ppl. and 2 of them are twins. TWINS?! they dont look alike to me! -stares at pic^- ok. but anyway. i couldnt recognise any of them with the pictures put next to the profile....
somehow, the first guy in the pic above reminds me of ueda. *hugs ueda* ueda's a darling. :)

JE COMES FIRST!!!!!!
ALWAYS!! :D

at 11:50:00 PM