HELLO PEOPLE!!
I KNOW YOU ALL MISS ME!!!!!
:D:D:D:D:D:D
I MISS YOU PPL. TOO!!! hahas.
at 1:29:00 AM
Monday, March 14, 2005oooh.its monday.
and its school holiday!
ive got no idea why i woke up so early.
but its alright..
the early bird catches the worm..
:D
holiday hw
-eng compre
-eng compo
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-social studies
-geog worksheet
its quite little.
but whether i'll finish it anot will be another thing.
hahaa. okok. i shall finish it.
REMEDIALS!
tuesday: ELIT WORKSHOP
wednesday: MATH
thurs: MATH
friday: CHEM
at 9:27:00 AM
Sunday, March 13, 2005this is a pretty good show.
the story has a twist.
not just about a boy who can see things and theres this man who came and counsel him.. theres more to it.
i would have rated it 4 out of 5 stars. -sticks thumb like how rock lee always do-
at 12:58:00 PM
I should have kept my calm.
at 1:33:00 AM
Friday, March 11, 2005can someone help me..
i need help..
i need help...
i need help...
i need someone to help me....
at 7:53:00 PM
Thursday, March 10, 2005im totally devoid of any feelings.
immune to her childishness and stubborness.
she hasnt grow up.
not yet after 40 over years of her life.
ive lost my sanity after her first departure,
wishing she've never left.
but too many times, caused too much pain.
i've decided that i should quit my desperate attempts of getting her back.
making something out of nothing.
she's just a grown up baby.
and yes, i hate her for that.
I HATE HER FOR THAT!!
but somehow.. there's still this tinge of ache lying at the bottom of my heart, crying out for and to her, like how i did when i was a baby..
at 6:23:00 PM
Monday, March 07, 2005| Your Brain is 60.00% Female, 40.00% Male |
Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female You are both sensitive and savvy Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve |
at 4:49:00 PM
Sunday, March 06, 2005HAIYO..
i dont wanna study anymore.
i might as well just get myself pregnant or sth then i got to stop school and i can just stay at home to slack whole day and grow the foetus in my tummy and admire my kui the whole dayyyyyyy...
i want to la.
but i know i cant.
this is totally ridiculous.
how can i anyhow anyhow with just any tom dick or harry.
at 1:02:00 AM
Saturday, March 05, 2005your love has got a hold on me
each morning i wake to find you near
you lift me above my fears
and set my feet on solid ground
all of my days belong to you
and i breathed in your breath of life
that fills my heart
you are my all consuming fire
i stand here before you
in wide open wonder
amazed
at the glory of you
the power of heaven
revealing your purpose in me
as im reaching for you.
at 11:04:00 PM
Friday, March 04, 2005I SERIOUSLY WANNA KILL THOSE LAME AND DESPERATE GUYS WHO KEEP ASKING PEOPLE ON THE STREETS FOR THEIR NUMBERS OR JUST ASKING "can i make friends with you?".
ok. this is horrible.
and im sorry for those who did it and is reading my blog now. cause i seriously got no idea why those ppl. should TRY their best to get to know someone they havent knew before, and its probably JUST because of their looks.
disgusting fellows.
just stop it and ride off in your bicycle.
if i ever see you ppl. again, i'll use a hammer and knock you off your bike, sending you to tan tock seng hospital to get some serious treatment.
at 10:15:00 PM
nana insisted on giving me a crash course.
cause she thinks that im very uncivilised.
HAHA.
points to improve and take note of.
#1 stop shaking my legs.
#2 speak softly, do not talk loudly or shout.
#3 do not call anyone using 'A'.
#4 walk properly.
#5 dont use 'the' infront of ppl.'s name.
#6 dont ask unneccessary questions.
#7 dont say sorry to people unneccessarily.
#8 it is very rude to assume that people get very high marks when they think they dont. (I DONT DO THAT BTW!! haha.)
#9 have confidence in myself. I AM NOT STUPID! -> she insisted this to be penned down in capital letters. haha.
i think its quite funny.
HAHAHA.
at 7:15:00 PM
Wednesday, March 02, 2005
some say love, it is a river
that drowns the tender reed.
some say love, it is a razor
that leaves your soul to bleed.
some say love, it is a hunger,
an endless aching need.
i say love, it is a flower,
and you its only seed.
it's the heart afraid of breaking
that never learns to dance.
it's the dream afraid of waking
that never takes the chance.
it's the one who won't be taken,
who cannot seem to give,
and the soul afraid of dyin'
that never learns to live.
when the night has been too lonely
and the road has been to long,
and you think that love is only
for the lucky and the strong,
just remember in the winter
far beneath the bitter snows
lies the seed that with the sun's love
in the spring becomes the rose.
at 9:41:00 PM
ok. sorry for any impudent remarks im gonna make here.
i just got to voice it out.
class had a 'conference' with this hod abt this teacher. i seriously see NO REASON abt this petition. this is crazy.
ITS NOT ENTIRELY HIS FAULT!
i mean, we've got to be blamed partially as well.
and now THAT WOMAN is trying to complain abt him.
I WAS SO ANGRY WHEN I HEARD HER OPINION.
"....he always talk crap."
OH YEA.. WHO IS THE ONE WHO STARTED THE CONVERSATION!
grrr.. its getting on my nerves.
and i just blurt it out even before i could do anything, "YOU ARE THE ONE WHO STARTED THIS CRAP!" a sane person wouldnt just start blabbering abt nothing if there is no one starting that particular topic.
YES. AND THAT SHUT HER UP. her hypocritism to act as a victim FAILED.
yar. HE DONT DESERVE THIS. HE DONT!
this thing is nonsense. took up one whole hr.
we're a bunch of no gratitude kids.
we must have forgotten the chocolates, not bribery i must add.
its kinda heartbreaking.
imagine a grown up crying.
not that he cried.. but im just imagining.
i guess, we've really taken his 'niceness' for granted.
just because he is nice,we shldnt have acted like some big boss. QUIT THOSE INSOLENT CRITISM ABOUT HIM! he's just doing his job, he's trying his best, HE TRIED! not as though he didnt! WE ARE THE MEAN ONES! WE SHOULD BE SENT OUT OF SCHOOL!!
ive got no idea whats the big fuss abt.
he is okayy.. we've just got to OPEN OUR BLOODY EYES, FOCUS OUR BLOODY MINDS AND LISTEN!!!
at 7:30:00 PM
Tuesday, March 01, 2005DENTAL TODAY!!
im so freaked out.
waited at the bench outside the general office cause the dental room is quite packed. saw mrs cheong. and i went OH MY GOODNESS! yihui and i were deciding whether to greet her or not. then in the end, we hurry stood up.
AND MY BELT WAS SO LOW, AND MY COLLAR BUTTON IS UNBUTTONED!
AND! SHE SAW IT!
she walked over to me telling me to button up my collar.
and as usual, im trying to make my belt look as though its high and tighter. BUT ITS TOO LATE! she stood infront of me. and started carrassing my belt.
then she exclaimed: AIYO! thats your butt!!
and gave me a smack on my butt while smiling ear to ear.
she walked off after that.
well. i think ive got to thank god she's having a good mood or sth today. :P HAHA.
ok. now the terrifying thing begins.
THE DENTAL NURSE CALLS US(sarah,yihui,me) INTO THAT ROOM!
ok. i wanted to go first.
BUT THEN THE NURSE WOULDNT LET ME! cause she said ive got a hole in my tooth and im supposed to visit her last year!! but i didnt. so she needs time to fill up tt tooth. I AM SO SCARED!!
ok. after yihui's turn, its mine.
i felt as though im lying on my death bed when i sat on that chair.
she cleaned my teeth.
THEN! the moment of truth came.
i was so terrified when i see that thingy she held in her hand. she stuff a long tube into my mouth. i think its to suck up the water in my mouth. EEW!
the dentist started drilling my tooth.
i think its drilling. cause it sound like it is. and i feels like it is as well.
AND MY NERVE IS HURTING!! i can hear my poor tooth(and gums and nerves) crying for help!! "HELP HELP!! PHUA XIAO TING!! GET THAT THING OUT OF YOUR MOUTH!!" they cried. but. of course. i could do nothing but to sit there helplessly.
i tried to fight back my tears, im not gonna let those tiny droplets of water flow out of my eyes JUST BECAUSE OF A DENTAL TREATMENT which hurts. umm. anyway, there isnt any tears to fight back, cause i wasnt even in the verge of crying. HAHA. (meant to be a joke. LAUGH!! haha.) anyway. ITS DONE!! :) YAY!! every action has its consequences. yes yes. im not gonna touch any goodies or snacks FOR THE NEXT 1 MIN! haha. dont waste food you see.. they cost $$. haha. since govt have always been encouraging us not to waste food, im gonna eat up every single new year goodie left in my house. HAHA. just kiddingg.
anyways. blue house need pepsi cans.
and as usual. WE, MEMBERS OF BLUE HOUSE, got to drink at least 3 cans each... aye aye aye. im thought i was smart, i poured 2 cans into my water bottle and drank one. AND HORRORS OF HORRORS! THE PEPSI STARTED TO LEAK INTO MY BAG!! now its wet.. urgh. those carbon dioxide. DONT KNOW WHATS THEIR PROBLEM! not as though im not gonna ever open that water bottle of mine. those tiny little air devils, were SO NERVOUS AND AGITATED TO GET OUT THAT BOTTLE THEY STARTED BUBBLING AT THE SIDES OF THE CAP. ok. from now on! NO MORE GASSY DRINKS IN THAT BOTTLE! ONLY DISTILLED WATER ALLOWED!! tsk tsk. my hands got all sticky cause of you $1.40 for 3 cans of pepsi!! |( ok. i shall forgive them. HAHA. :P
at 5:02:00 PM
