Thursday, March 10, 2005

SHE IS ACTING LIKE A TOTAL SPOILT BRAT
im totally devoid of any feelings.
immune to her childishness and stubborness.
she hasnt grow up.
not yet after 40 over years of her life.
ive lost my sanity after her first departure,
wishing she've never left.
but too many times, caused too much pain.
i've decided that i should quit my desperate attempts of getting her back.
making something out of nothing.
she's just a grown up baby.

and yes, i hate her for that.
I HATE HER FOR THAT!!
but somehow.. there's still this tinge of ache lying at the bottom of my heart, crying out for and to her, like how i did when i was a baby..

at 6:23:00 PM