Monday, January 31, 2005

its hard to be what others want you to me.
its difficult living up the expectations of others.

"you shouldnt be doing this."
"you shouldnt be doing that."
"you should do this."
"you're wrong."
"I AM RIGHT!"
"I AM ALWAYS RIGHT!"


why shld i.

i dont wanna to be anything.
i dont wanna be a puppet, manipulated by ppl, not having a mind of my own.
i dont wanna be a clown, putting up a front infront of others.
i dont want to!
i dont want to!!!

all i want now is the company of no one.
and i love this solitude.
no facades.
no nothing..

i guess i need no one now.

         >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>


migraine.

at 5:42:00 PM